
In my secondary school life,i found out that almost everyone,including me,hates to attend our CCA.I joined St. John Ambulance Brigade because of my interest to fist aid and learning how to perform cardio pulmonary resciation,CPR.
At first when i joined St. John, I really enjoyed the moments with my seniors ,having to learn foot drills and first aid with them.i remembered that i used to attend every training even though that i have other school works to do,but nowadays,i tried to be absent from my CCA using excuses like i am sick and so on.
One of the reasons that i hate my CCA is because of my seniors.They thinks that they are big enough to control us and even do things that they think is good for us,but,in reality,it is truly not.i remembered once where my teammate and i went to St. John's Headquarter with the senior as we have volunteer to be the "casualties"of the first aid competition for our zone.
As we were not the sort of independence people.We didn't remembered the way to get there and the way to return home.Since the briefing for the "casualties"is later than the briefing for the competitors,we called out for them to request them to wait for us outside the headquarter. but it turned out that they were frustrated of waiting for us and told us to go back home ourselves.we were so scared and terrified at that time and reply them ,scolding them being a irresponsible seniors.later on,we received a message from them telling us to grow up and don't be a primary school children and find the map to go back home ourselves.
After the whole briefing for the "casualties",we tried the go back home ourselves and were lost at the playground there.We can't seems to find the exit from any of the directions and would return back to their place every time we attempted to go out from of the directions.we started crying and wondering if we could called our seniors to take us out from there .After much crying and sniffing,we managed to go the nearest MRT station and took the train there to Toa Payoh.
After the whole event,the seniors was like ill-treating us on the foot-drills training.They keeps on saying that we were not good compared to the rest and so on,which makes us even more upset.It makes my tears rolling and so does my teammate too.But,they still thinks that we are in the wrong and does not want to forgive us.up til now,i still thinks that we are not in the wrong as we were secondary one at that time and we have just only went there twice .
Who would be able to remember to go there when we have just only went there a few time only? They are just unreasonable!i have always wanted to quit the CCA because i felt that i am no longer belongs to their own "world".but still, i have to stay in the CCA to be able to get more CIP hours for my CCA results.For the sake of it,i really have to continue to sat in this CCA for another three more years ?